Saturday, September 27, 2008

09/26/08 Traveling to Stadtkyll, Germany

Yo escribo en mi blogs!!! Deseo en la future escribir muchas mas papels en mi trip en Europe! Me gusta leer, escribir los blogs, mirar la country, y viajar. Me gusta muchas mi trip. Es no posiblemente yo deseo nunca viajar in Europe.



Yes I know it's a strange name, don't ever ask me how to pronounce it.

We woke up fairly early this day, ate in the restaurant, and then got on the road. This day we had to get to our reservations so there wouldn't be any stops for us. This was fine by me because I needed to work on schoolwork.

Since I spent most of the day on the computer in the backseat I can pretty much sum up most of the day in a few short sentences. First and foremost, I got all of my study guide done (except for three questions which I could not find the answers to). Second, I didn't get sick at all, except for just before lunch time where we stopped at a gas station and grabbed a bite to eat-then I was fine. Third, I was so absorbed in my work that I never noticed that we were in traffic and that we were continuously stopping and going. Fourth, I stopped writing whenever the battery was about to collapse and by that time we'd made it to the town where we needed to start looking for our bungalows.

Now that I've gone through most of the day in four sentences I need to mention that when I heard that we were staying in bungalows I immediately started getting nervous. Before we went on this trip I had thought that Ahmee had only made reservations at places where I would be certain to have internet access. Bungalows typically don't have internet, they're like camping for those who don't want to mess with a tent and who want to be warmer. Not having internet readily available makes me nervous and normally ends up stressing me out more than homework ever does. Internet connection is what gives me access to various articles that are in English; it gives me access to communicate with my close friends who're like family and family; it gives me access to communicate with my teachers; it gives me access to new assignments; and it allows me to send my assignments to my teachers. Since we're going to be here a week I was more than a little stressed out when I heard that they didn't have internet, even though I suspected as much. Hearing that there was an internet cafe the next town over did little to help me either. I write my blogs on this computer, I don't know how to transfer them to other computers. I do my assignments on this computer, I don't know how to transfer those to other computers. The only thing I'm able to do on other computers is check and send emails. So, I'll be able to go to the next town over maybe a couple times this coming week, I'll be able to respond every other day or so to people, but I'm fairly certain I won't be able to send the work I've gotten done. I'll be writing about articles on pieces of paper and mailing them. This I don't mind so much at all, there are a lot of articles I'd like to share with people back home.

All of these thoughts were floating through my head as we checked into our bungalow, got the keys, and drove up. The internet issue stressed me out too much and I realized as we went up the hill to our bungalow that I was making myself miserable when there was nothing I could do about it, at least not yet, and that I was missing out on some beautiful views. Even though I told myself this I didn't start feeling better very fast. When I took a look at the bungalow I decided that after I got over being stressed I'd like it, it was just too "quaint" to not like. We'd been in so many cities that I knew I was going to like the countryside. Like I said, I had to get rid of my stress first. To do this I stuck with the usual. I tidied up.

We moved our suitcases and our essential bags into the bungalow and I immediately started looking around for various things. I rearranged things in the kitchen, I put my bath bag up, I hung up everyone's coats and purses and scarves on the hooks in the main hallway, I decided where I'd put my suitcase and where I'd put my backpack, and then I started looking at what I'd like to do after dinner. I knew I'd want to blog some more, and that I would want to write my views on various articles. I wish that I could just be given free range on the articles. I don't like being limited to a specific topic whenever there are others here that are really interesting.

I then helped Ahmee with her grocery list as Poppy looked at the things that were left for us. He only opened the coffee things though and I later opened it up to discover that some of the things we'd put on the list. Some of the things we wanted were: candles (smelled like cigarette smoke in there), stuff for spaghetti, killer bread, stuff for breakfast, lotion (for me, my lotion's all out), and anything else we decided would be a good idea. We went down the hill and went into the little grocery store that was in the park. As we came down I noticed that we were in an area that looked like the Appalachians. Since we'd been in flat-lands for so long it was a nice change. Another something I noticed was how much the forest reminded me of home, even though we haven't been living on Garritt St. in a while and haven't taken scenic drive in forever. In the grocery store we discovered how much German we could understand.

Let me say right now: shopping for groceries in a country where you don't know much of the language can be really interesting. We ended up getting: honey nut cheerios (not the name-but the same thing), killer bread, pasta, tomato sauce, salt, jelly, milk, apple juice, mayonaise, mustard, three different cheeses, butter, a bottle of wine, and a handful of sudsy soap. Ahmee and I had absolutely no luck finding lotion. To see if we'd found something that was lotion Ahmee opened the bottle and just as I was saying, "No that's body soap!" a dollup of soap landed on my palm. Ahmee looked at it and at first thought it was lotion, then when I rubbed it in and it got bubbly she laughed and said, "Wops!" She and I laughed a good deal over the soap misadventure.

When we got back to the room with all of our goodies I grabbed the two clothes we'd used in Giverny for our previous picnic and carted them inside along with the bags. I set up the table, putting the two clothes down and suddenly felt quite at home and much happier than before (some stress still lingered though). Then I set the groceries on the table and went to wash the soap off my hand. When I got back I helped put away a few stragglers that were still on the table.

We had a very long happy hour that turned into our dinner. We ate our bread, part of the three cheeses, apples, mustard, and drank our drinks. I know it might not sound the greatest, but believe me, this has been my favorite meal this whole time (had the same thing in Giverny). Afterwards I was tempted to start writing about the articles, since the newspaper was sitting right in the middle of the table, staring at me, but then before I got to do anything Ahmee and Poppy decided they wanted to go for a walk around the park. I went with them, wanting to get the rest of the stress off of me.

It was nippy out and I was glad I'd grabbed my coat and my gloves. The sun was just beginning to go down and, as is usual for that time of the day, the golden rays hit the tops of the trees. As we walked along between the other bungalows (a lot of them really) we could smell the dinners other people were having, and the fires. One of my favorite smells in the whole world is that of a bonfire. Ahmee and Poppy liked the smell of it too and when we walked through the area of woods we each picked up two handfuls of sticks to burn once we got back. We shuffled along on the gravel path, looking around at some of the trees that were changing color, some of the trees that had lost a few leaves that were crinkling under our feet, and some of them were still very green. This is one of my favorite times of the year. Just before fall comes in you start to smell the difference (same with winter and spring), and you can see it slowly creeping up-if you look close enough. The days of transition from one season to the next are fun.

Once we got back to our bungalow we broke up the sticks and went inside to make a fire in our fireplace and kick back and enjoy it. All of the lights were off.

It took a long time for the fire to die down, which greatly satisfied us. I really wanted to just go to bed after that fire, but I knew I needed to finish my blog. I hopped on the computer, wrote for a bit, and then put on tons of layers of clothes and got under two comforters to fall fast asleep.

09/25/08 Moving on to find the Clausen family

Ahora yo quiero leer mi libro de U.S. Government. Necesito escribir y complete mi guide para Unit 2. Otro la guide yo necesito complete una papel para la clase. La papel es en un article de la newspaper. Quiero escribir en un article de government international. Yo no quiero escribir un papel en un article de la campaign de presidencias, yo no quiero escribir un papel un article de government de U.S., y yo no quiero escribir un papel en un article de la U.S.! Quiero escribir en un article de la religion, politics, y la economy de otros places.

We left Cloppenburg earlier than what's normal for us. Ahmee and I didn't really want to go because Cloppenburg was about to have a really fun festival. Before we left we walked to the piggy fountain to take a picture and walk back. The walk there and back was the fun part. We got to look at all the preparations and at all of the sales that were going on in the stores. We stopped at a woolmarket and grabbed not wool but a package of loofta's, and a present for one of my friends. Tehehehehehehehe I'm starting to make a whole lot of notes as to what I'm going to be getting people and (more importantly) how I'm going to give them to those people. The way you present the package often determines the mood.

I was thinking these things as we got on the road (this was before we hit the highway and then I started typing up my blog for the previous day).

One example that I can think of to give you all is a really fun gift I got for one of the guys in showchoir. Many of you know I'm in Southwestern High School's showchoir group called Esprit. Many of you don't know that this showchoir group has a party at least once every year. The one party that we always have is a Christmas party and at this party we give each other gifts. To ensure everyone gets and receives a gift we draw names prior to the party. Most people write their name down and then write a few things they'd like. I drew Gage's name, and he had not written down what exactly it was that he wanted for Christmas. When we were taking our group pictures I got my friend Elizabeth to ask him what he wanted (in front of me of course so that he wouldn't suspect it was me). He laughed and said, "I want a leopard print thong!"

After he'd left I was grumpy at first that he hadn't given me something I could get him, and I asked the people around me for more ideas. After a few minutes of them debating I realized that getting Gage a thong would be a brilliant idea because it would shock him and be hilarious at the party. Elizabeth then said that instead of me writing my name down next to the From I should write Jordan's name.

I got him two thongs: one made out of candy, and one his classic leopard print, and then I got Rob to write down the To and From on the card. When Gage got his present he didn't even look at who had given it to him, he just tore into the bag. After looking dismayed at the candy thong he said, "Who the fuck gave me this!?" Laughing, we all told him to check his card. He did and looked at Jordan and said, "Jordan! You gave me this thing!?" Jordan turned bright red-making himself look guilty and said, "I didn't do it!" After a few minutes of Gage looking around the room asking, "Who got me this? Who got me this?" I spoke up and said I'd done it, and that there was more to it (he hadn't looked at the leopard print thong yet).

I now have two different gift ideas for two other showchoir members for this year. One of which is meant to astound, the other is meant to be a fun laugh. I can't wait to put them together!

Obviously, I wasn't thinking about this the entire time we were on the road. As I said before, I was writing the blog.

I didn't stop until we stopped for lunch, before which taking a drainage pill (getting rid of the damn cold), then we all went into the restaurant/hotel and grabbed a huge bite to eat. I wasn't able to eat everything on my plate, let alone the salad and the french fries that went with the meal. I was actually glad for once to have gotten the gas-water. What I mean by gas-water is that the water is fizzy unless you specifically ask for tap water, occasionally I forget and end up with the nasty-tasting bubble water. This bubble water helped my digest things though.

Later I got another "digestive" when a German man came in and sat down at our table and started talking about how he'd been stationed in Texas in the German Airforce. His name was Charlie, and while he was nice and friendly and truly fun to talk to, he'd had one too many drinks (and this was at 2 in the afternoon). The bartender made an x mark on his napkin for each beer and "white-water" he'd gotten. The napkin was full of them. Other than talking to us about his airforce time he also: gave us directions to Hannover, talked about the partying that'd be going on in Munich or Berlin (can't remember which), and talked about how he and his wife couldn't travel to America anymore-just too long of a flight. During his talking the bartender/waiter brought us a tray that had three shotglasses on it that were filled with an almost lime-green liquid. He told us what it was, but it was too fast and it was all in German, and then he urged us to drink it. After he left Poppy and Ahmee moved their drinks off the tray, as if they were about to take the shots. I left mine on the tray, figuring that the drink was alcoholic and that I shouldn't even bother taking it off because both Ahmee and Poppy would object to it. We continued talking to Charlie, not touching the shots that were set down in front of us.

When the waiter got back he looked at the shots and then stood there saying, "Cheers! Cheers!" Ahmee, Poppy, and I grabbed our shotglasses, klinked them together, and downed the contents. This would be my first shot, and I must say that whatever was in that glass was REALLY REALLY good. It tasted wonderful, and I had to agree with Ahmee that downing a drink like that in one gulp was "such a waste".

It wasn't too long after we drank our shots, or as Ahmee put them our "digestives", we got back on the road and headed towards Hannover (going the way Charlie suggested but then turning around because we knew we shouldn't take directions from a drunken man). I was done with the computer for the time being, seeing as the battery was getting dangerously low, and so I sat back and looked out my window at the countryside. It didn't take long before my head started getting very light and then I started getting unnaturally sleepy. I thought in amazement that the shot must've been super-strong to create those effects. Then I realized that I'd forgotten that I'd taken medicine 20 minutes before I'd eaten lunch. Ooops! I didn't worry too much about it though, because these things were there and then were gone fairly quickly.

When we arrived in Verdin we had a fun time trying to find an information center. We never did find one. Instead we stopped at a place that we thought was the town Post Office. Turns out we were wrong about that, it was a Post Bank. The people in there were incredibly friendly and did their best to help us, even printing off a map of the area to show us how to get to various towns closeby that Poppy needed to scrounge around in to see if the Clausens were there. They also pointed us in the direction of the best hotel in town, which we went to immediately after that to get our rooms and to drop off a few things. Originally Ahmee didn't want to stay in this hotel because normally when someone says it's the best in town it also means it's the most expensive. The thing that changed her mind was the fact that I needed internet connection to post these blogs and to check and send emails. I had two important things I needed to send on the computer: my study guide for unit 2, and my blogs. My unit 2 studyguide wasn't done however and I needed to spend time working on that. I decided that if worse came to worse then I'd finish it up on the road the next day and send it when we got to the resort the next day (it wouldn't make sense for a huge resort to not have wireless internet), and then went with Ahmee and Poppy to look for Clausen graves.

We checked out three towns: Oiste, Magelesen, and... Eisendorf. The first we stopped in was Oiste, where we looked around the main church's graveyard. I found two Clausen's buried there. Then we got directions from a woman who we think was directing a youth group to Eisendorf where she assured us that Clausens were. We went to the main church there and searched through the massive graveyard, only to find 3 Clasens, people who had similar pronunciations but who weren't our ancestors or relatives at al. We then moved on the Magelesen and to the main church there. This church was white and was in use while we were hunting around in the graveyards. It was here that we found most of the Clausens, we think we even found the gravesights of the two sisters who'd been left behind (the men who came to America left their two sisters in Germany). These two gravestones however were so worn that we could barely read them. Normally, we'd all just look at the stone and say, "Ah! I can't read that! I'm moving on." This time I decided to take a closer look. I knew that it was a Meyer stone (was in the Meyer section), but what I wanted to know was whether or not the woman who had died had the maiden name of Clausen (they do show this on their stones under their married name). I was excited when I was certain I'd found the old-fashioned form of the name Clausen. This old fashioned form is one that has rather a really long line instead of an s. I tried changing my angle so that I could see the shadow of the carving and thus possibly be able to read it, but this didn't work. After running my finger over the carved letters I decided that I'd definitely found something worth investigating, so I called Ahmee over and showed her the carving. She took a look at it and then said we needed to do a rubbing to check. Poppy, who'd done rubbings before, came over and tried water and then dirt to see if that would make it more legible. This didn't work, so he and I went back to the car to get a led pencil and a piece of paper. As we walked back the people who'd been in the church came out. Poppy and I said hello. I kept walking, wanting to get back to the stone and do the rubbing, while Poppy slowed down and started talking to people and telling them he was looking for Clausens. Most of them knew no English, and only a few of them spoke a few tidbits of it. I think they thought we needed help because two women came and talked to us. The one who knew less English talked to me and showed me where the pastor lived (at least I think that's what she said- also think she might've been talking about documents there-maybe not though, she might've just been having a good time talking to me). She thought I spoke a bit of German. I don't speak any German, but for some reason a lot of people over hear think that I understand more of it than Ahmee and Poppy. I had two women prior to this ask me if I spoke German, I told them both no, but I was able to dissern what they meant. Ex: at the place where we ate lunch at the museum we asked if they served lunch, sandwiches, those things. She said (using a few words of English here and lots of German in between) that they were but we'd have a little bit of a wait for our food. When Ahmee said, "So you aren't serving food...." She said no and repeated herself. I told Ahmee that I thought she was saying that yeah they serve food, but we'd have a bit of a wait. Ahmee and Poppy ordered the special, saying that they'd take it even if they didn't know what it was. At this the lady tried to explain what was in it, and Ahmee said that it was alright, they'd just take whatever it was. I told her I'd take a specific sandwich. Before we left to go to our table she asked me in German if I spoke German. I told her that no I didn't.

The woman who spoke to me and took me over to the house behind the church spoke almost completely in German and I'm fairly certain thought I knew a lot of what she was saying. I didn't, lol! Was much more difficult to figure out what she was saying whenever I couldn't see all of her face, and whenever I couldn't read her body language (didn't use as many hand motions, and she was standing closer to me than the other woman).

I was very happy when the other woman came and started talking to us in English. She told us about how all of the old tombstones were going to be demolished in 30 years, and she and Ahmee spoke for a while while Poppy and I worked on trying to get a rubbing of the stone. It was difficult for Poppy because he had a harder time telling where to place the paper. It was difficult in general really, because the led pencil was difficult to work with-we really needed chalk or a crayon.

After trying and failing to figure out what the stone read with the led pencil and the piece of paper we stood there for a bit talking to the lady who knew a bit more English. Ahmee told her about the two sisters who were left behind in Germany while their brothers went to America. She wondered if this was on of them. From the position I was in I could make out the name above the Clausen and that was Dorothea Meyer. Her maiden name, like I said before, was Clausen.

We ended up heading back towards the car, talking about how we needed to get chalk and come back early the next morning. Before we walked all the way to the car we went into the church. The inside was very lovely. It was a small church, or at least it didn't have very many seats. Most of it was white and every now and then a touch of gold was there. Course, I might've imagined that. The main thing I noticed was the chandelier, which was a sparkling sensation from the sunlight coming through the door. Another thing I noticed was that the windows were not stained glass. They were a very old, clear glass. In my opinion old clear glass is just as pretty as stained glass. It's just the way it runs and distorts things. Very pretty to look at.

After this very successful mission we wet back to the hotel where I wrote on my blog while Ahmee and Poppy went out shopping. Something I must mention is that the town we were staying in (Verdin) was having a blue's and jazz festival. The hotel we were in was having a huge party where they had set up so that a band would play while everyone ate. I couldn't wait to finish up my blog so I could post it downstairs and eat while listening to the jazz music in the background. When Ahmee and Poppy got back from their walk, with chalk I might add, we went downstairs to grab a bite to eat. As we ate we each took turns on the internet. I told Ahmee and Poppy to go ahead and check their emails and things and go ahead and email people. They checked them, but at the time I wasn't certain whether or not they'd replied to people. During the time that Poppy was on our waiter came by and asked what all we'd like to eat. I ordered duck, which surprisingly wasn't the most expensive thing on the menu. We learned that the waiter was working both the bar in the party room and the tables in ours. I thought it sounded like an insane job to have.

When it was my turn to get on the computer I immediately went to my blog page. I was a little miffed that the title up at the top was in German (the thing I click on that says Add New Blog or something like that). I tried the button that I thought would take me directly to where I could copy and paste and I found that I'd run into a problem I'd had before: I couldn't do anything because Ahmee and Poppy's email was in the email address. I'd forgotten how to get rid of this though, and the German words that were staring at me on that page didn't help me out at all. So, I did something else, something I knew EXACTLY how to do. I went and checked my emails. I found that two of my teachers had emailed me, so I downloaded what Mr. Owens had sent me and I copied and pasted what Mr. Johnson had sent me. After that I looked to see who had written me. Iain and Sara had written. I looked at their emails, desperately wanting to write to them but knowing the food would be there any minute. After I read both of their emails I went to try blogging again. This time I got it to work (remembered to keep hitting enter until I was able to get the box to appear where I could type in MY email address). I copied and pasted blogs until Ahmee and Poppy's food arrived. Then I shut the computer down. The waiter told us that the duck would be a while longer: tis tender meat. I told Ahmee and Poppy to go ahead and start without me so that while I'm finishing up eating they can get anything else they want to get done on the computer done. At first they said no and ate very slowly, then they started talking about how they wanted to reply to Juana (Ahmee's friend) and how they wanted to register to vote (outside of the U.S. it's been difficult in the past for U.S. citizens to vote while on the road). Ahmee asked me how much more I needed to copy and paste. I told her that I honestly had no idea. Then I started talking about the things that I wanted to do on the computer. I started by saying that I wanted to finish copying and pasting, and how I wanted to email people. Ahmee asked me who I wanted to email and I told her that I wanted to send Momma an email and Daddy an email, and that I should send an email to Sara and to Iain since they'd responded to me. Her response was: "Well since Rachel *has* to reply to all these people then...." Course I jumped in and said that it wasn't a have to thing, it was a want to. Poppy started saying how I was going to do the blogging first and then the emailing and I immediately jumped in there too saying, "Yeah, of course. I did say first that I was going to copy and paste right? It won't take too long."

I ended up waiting a long time for the duck and by the time it came Poppy had already cleared his main plate. The duck meat was incredible at first, but then after a while it got to be too rich, it felt too greasy for me. After eating very healthy food for a month it can be nauseating to eat something that tastes greasy. I had to slow down to finish it. I surprised myself by clearing my main plate and then eating the salad. I was hungrier than I thought I was.

Once I got done eating I got to get on the computer. I finished posting my blogs and then wrote very short emails to Iain, Sara, and Momma. I decided I would have to wait and send Daddy an email later because I wanted more time for his email. I didn't want to have to rush through that. Course, I didn't want to rush through any of the emails. What was pushing me to hurry was I knew that Ahmee and Poppy were wanting to head up to the room and they didn't want to have to wait around for me. If I had emailed people like I wanted to there's a possibility that Poppy would add more to his speech of me needing to get other things done before my emails, that other things were more important. In this case he probably would've used sleep.

I don't like not being able to send Iain, Sara, and Momma longer emails whenever I haven't been able to contact them for days. I like giving them more insight than: "In _____ now! Such and such reminded me of you! Missin ya tons!" Not that that's what I sent them, but those really short emails are typical of Ahmee and Poppy. I think that one of the longer ones I've seen Poppy write was about a paragraph. Ahmee doesn't like to type it much, it's difficult for her to type fast. She still doesn't want me to give her typing lessons, so when she's emailing she's doing a two finger search throughout the keyboard. I really wish she'd let me teach her. If she could learn spanish in her upper 50's then she can learn how to type. Especially since she's played the piano and the flute. I have no doubts that Ahmee and Poppy could learn how to type, they're both smart enough for it and they'd get plenty of needed practice when they type to their friends. Ahmee is astounded whenever Juana sends her over 4 paragraphs in an email.

I like typing those types of emails, especially to Momma, Iain, and Sara. It really doesn't take long for me to type them! What takes a bit is me trying to figure out what I should tell them, because I know that all three of them talk to each other, I know that it might be more fun if they exchanged news. I'm my mothers daughter. My Momma, when she writes, she writes a lot. We used to both be on a role playing website together and my mom would always write posts that were almost too long and that always contained huge amounts of details. My writing isn't as good as my mothers. My writing is pretty vague and plain compared to hers. Actually, all of the people I send "long" emails to are really good at writing. Only one of them cares for punctuation though and that's Sara. Iain, Momma, and Sara are the three people that I always send long emails to. I miss them all so much!

While I've been on this trip I've had my Aunty Jen tell me that I'm a good writer and that these blogs are like reading a book. I'll write here what I wrote to her in my responding email: these blogs aren't anywhere near my best. Like all of my past journals, they have major spelling and punctuation errors. Like most of my past journals, there are probably times where I don't make much sense. Last but not least: I'm not including near as much detail as I would like to. My blog for Giverny is probably the best one I've done so far.

Jen Jen Jenny's compliment did have two effects: 1) I had a stupid grin attached to my face for at least half an hour, 2) made me want to keep my blog more up to date (I'll do my best to post these as soon as I can-no promises here).

In the past I was told by Sara that I had the potential to be a great writer, maybe if I work on it and "cultivate" it while I'm here I can take a few steps towards getting better.

All of the thoughts above were what I was thinking when we walked back up to the room. On the way there I grabbed a fashion magazine. While Poppy was in the shower I was in with Ahmee, looking at the German magazine.

(It's now getting late when I'm writing this so I'm going to do a bit of summarizing)

I took a shower, I made Ahmee and Poppy laugh by wearing the robe and slippers that were on my bed, I brushed my teeth, and I went to bed.

09/25/08 Moving on to find the Clausen family

Ahora yo quiero leer mi libro de U.S. Government. Necesito escribir y complete mi guide para Unit 2. Otro la guide yo necesito complete una papel para la clase. La papel es en un article de la newspaper. Quiero escribir en un article de government international. Yo no quiero escribir un papel en un article de la campaign de presidencias, yo no quiero escribir un papel un article de government de U.S., y yo no quiero escribir un papel en un article de la U.S.! Quiero escribir en un article de la religion, politics, y la economy de otros places.



We left Cloppenburg earlier than what's normal for us. Ahmee and I didn't really want to go because Cloppenburg was about to have a really fun festival. Before we left we walked to the piggy fountain to take a picture and walk back. The walk there and back was the fun part. We got to look at all the preparations and at all of the sales that were going on in the stores. We stopped at a woolmarket and grabbed not wool but a package of loofta's, and a present for one of my friends. Tehehehehehehehe I'm starting to make a whole lot of notes as to what I'm going to be getting people and (more importantly) how I'm going to give them to those people. The way you present the package often determines the mood.

I was thinking these things as we got on the road (this was before we hit the highway and then I started typing up my blog for the previous day).

One example that I can think of to give you all is a really fun gift I got for one of the guys in showchoir. Many of you know I'm in Southwestern High School's showchoir group called Esprit. Many of you don't know that this showchoir group has a party at least once every year. The one party that we always have is a Christmas party and at this party we give each other gifts. To ensure everyone gets and receives a gift we draw names prior to the party. Most people write their name down and then write a few things they'd like. I drew Gage's name, and he had not written down what exactly it was that he wanted for Christmas. When we were taking our group pictures I got my friend Elizabeth to ask him what he wanted (in front of me of course so that he wouldn't suspect it was me). He laughed and said, "I want a leopard print thong!"

After he'd left I was grumpy at first that he hadn't given me something I could get him, and I asked the people around me for more ideas. After a few minutes of them debating I realized that getting Gage a thong would be a brilliant idea because it would shock him and be hilarious at the party. Elizabeth then said that instead of me writing my name down next to the From I should write Jordan's name.

I got him two thongs: one made out of candy, and one his classic leopard print, and then I got Rob to write down the To and From on the card. When Gage got his present he didn't even look at who had given it to him, he just tore into the bag. After looking dismayed at the candy thong he said, "Who the fuck gave me this!?" Laughing, we all told him to check his card. He did and looked at Jordan and said, "Jordan! You gave me this thing!?" Jordan turned bright red-making himself look guilty and said, "I didn't do it!" After a few minutes of Gage looking around the room asking, "Who got me this? Who got me this?" I spoke up and said I'd done it, and that there was more to it (he hadn't looked at the leopard print thong yet).

I now have two different gift ideas for two other showchoir members for this year. One of which is meant to astound, the other is meant to be a fun laugh. I can't wait to put them together!

Obviously, I wasn't thinking about this the entire time we were on the road. As I said before, I was writing the blog.

I didn't stop until we stopped for lunch, before which taking a drainage pill (getting rid of the damn cold), then we all went into the restaurant/hotel and grabbed a huge bite to eat. I wasn't able to eat everything on my plate, let alone the salad and the french fries that went with the meal. I was actually glad for once to have gotten the gas-water. What I mean by gas-water is that the water is fizzy unless you specifically ask for tap water, occasionally I forget and end up with the nasty-tasting bubble water. This bubble water helped my digest things though.

Later I got another "digestive" when a German man came in and sat down at our table and started talking about how he'd been stationed in Texas in the German Airforce. His name was Charlie, and while he was nice and friendly and truly fun to talk to, he'd had one too many drinks (and this was at 2 in the afternoon). The bartender made an x mark on his napkin for each beer and "white-water" he'd gotten. The napkin was full of them. Other than talking to us about his airforce time he also: gave us directions to Hannover, talked about the partying that'd be going on in Munich or Berlin (can't remember which), and talked about how he and his wife couldn't travel to America anymore-just too long of a flight. During his talking the bartender/waiter brought us a tray that had three shotglasses on it that were filled with an almost lime-green liquid. He told us what it was, but it was too fast and it was all in German, and then he urged us to drink it. After he left Poppy and Ahmee moved their drinks off the tray, as if they were about to take the shots. I left mine on the tray, figuring that the drink was alcoholic and that I shouldn't even bother taking it off because both Ahmee and Poppy would object to it. We continued talking to Charlie, not touching the shots that were set down in front of us.

When the waiter got back he looked at the shots and then stood there saying, "Cheers! Cheers!" Ahmee, Poppy, and I grabbed our shotglasses, klinked them together, and downed the contents. This would be my first shot, and I must say that whatever was in that glass was REALLY REALLY good. It tasted wonderful, and I had to agree with Ahmee that downing a drink like that in one gulp was "such a waste".

It wasn't too long after we drank our shots, or as Ahmee put them our "digestives", we got back on the road and headed towards Hannover (going the way Charlie suggested but then turning around because we knew we shouldn't take directions from a drunken man). I was done with the computer for the time being, seeing as the battery was getting dangerously low, and so I sat back and looked out my window at the countryside. It didn't take long before my head started getting very light and then I started getting unnaturally sleepy. I thought in amazement that the shot must've been super-strong to create those effects. Then I realized that I'd forgotten that I'd taken medicine 20 minutes before I'd eaten lunch. Ooops! I didn't worry too much about it though, because these things were there and then were gone fairly quickly.


When we arrived in Verdin we had a fun time trying to find an information center. We never did find one. Instead we stopped at a place that we thought was the town Post Office. Turns out we were wrong about that, it was a Post Bank. The people in there were incredibly friendly and did their best to help us, even printing off a map of the area to show us how to get to various towns closeby that Poppy needed to scrounge around in to see if the Clausens were there. They also pointed us in the direction of the best hotel in town, which we went to immediately after that to get our rooms and to drop off a few things. Originally Ahmee didn't want to stay in this hotel because normally when someone says it's the best in town it also means it's the most expensive. The thing that changed her mind was the fact that I needed internet connection to post these blogs and to check and send emails. I had two important things I needed to send on the computer: my study guide for unit 2, and my blogs. My unit 2 studyguide wasn't done however and I needed to spend time working on that. I decided that if worse came to worse then I'd finish it up on the road the next day and send it when we got to the resort the next day (it wouldn't make sense for a huge resort to not have wireless internet), and then went with Ahmee and Poppy to look for Clausen graves.

We checked out three towns: Oiste, Magelesen, and... Eisendorf. The first we stopped in was Oiste, where we looked around the main church's graveyard. I found two Clausen's buried there. Then we got directions from a woman who we think was directing a youth group to Eisendorf where she assured us that Clausens were. We went to the main church there and searched through the massive graveyard, only to find 3 Clasens, people who had similar pronunciations but who weren't our ancestors or relatives at al. We then moved on the Magelesen and to the main church there. This church was white and was in use while we were hunting around in the graveyards. It was here that we found most of the Clausens, we think we even found the gravesites of the two sisters who'd been left behind (the men who came to America left their two sisters in Germany). These two gravestones however were so worn that we could barely read them. Normally, we'd all just look at the stone and say, "Ah! I can't read that! I'm moving on." This time I decided to take a closer look. I knew that it was a Meyer stone (was in the Meyer section), but what I wanted to know was whether or not the woman who had died had the maiden name of Clausen (they do show this on their stones under their married name). I was excited when I was certain I'd found the old-fashioned form of the name Clausen. This old fashioned form is one that has rather a really long line instead of an s. I tried changing my angle so that I could see the shadow of the carving and thus possibly be able to read it, but this didn't work. After running my finger over the carved letters I decided that I'd definitely found something worth investigating, so I called Ahmee over and showed her the carving. She took a look at it and then said we needed to do a rubbing to check. Poppy, who'd done rubbings before, came over and tried water and then dirt to see if that would make it more legible. This didn't work, so he and I went back to the car to get a led pencil and a piece of paper. As we walked back the people who'd been in the church came out. Poppy and I said hello. I kept walking, wanting to get back to the stone and do the rubbing, while Poppy slowed down and started talking to people and telling them he was looking for Clausens. Most of them knew no English, and only a few of them spoke a few tidbits of it. I think they thought we needed help because two women came and talked to us. The one who knew less English talked to me and showed me where the pastor lived (at least I think that's what she said- also think she might've been talking about documents there-maybe not though, she might've just been having a good time talking to me). She thought I spoke a bit of German. I don't speak any German, but for some reason a lot of people over hear think that I understand more of it than Ahmee and Poppy. I had two women prior to this ask me if I spoke German, I told them both no, but I was able to dissern what they meant. Ex: at the place where we ate lunch at the museum we asked if they served lunch, sandwiches, those things. She said (using a few words of English here and lots of German in between) that they were but we'd have a little bit of a wait for our food. When Ahmee said, "So you aren't serving food...." She said no and repeated herself. I told Ahmee that I thought she was saying that yeah they serve food, but we'd have a bit of a wait. Ahmee and Poppy ordered the special, saying that they'd take it even if they didn't know what it was. At this the lady tried to explain what was in it, and Ahmee said that it was alright, they'd just take whatever it was. I told her I'd take a specific sandwich. Before we left to go to our table she asked me in German if I spoke German. I told her that no I didn't.

The woman who spoke to me and took me over to the house behind the church spoke almost completely in German and I'm fairly certain thought I knew a lot of what she was saying. I didn't, lol! Was much more difficult to figure out what she was saying whenever I couldn't see all of her face, and whenever I couldn't read her body language (didn't use as many hand motions, and she was standing closer to me than the other woman).

I was very happy when the other woman came and started talking to us in English. She told us about how all of the old tombstones were going to be demolished in 30 years, and she and Ahmee spoke for a while while Poppy and I worked on trying to get a rubbing of the stone. It was difficult for Poppy because he had a harder time telling where to place the paper. It was difficult in general really, because the led pencil was difficult to work with-we really needed chalk or a crayon.

After trying and failing to figure out what the stone read with the led pencil and the piece of paper we stood there for a bit talking to the lady who knew a bit more English. Ahmee told her about the two sisters who were left behind in Germany while their brothers went to America. She wondered if this was on of them. From the position I was in I could make out the name above the Clausen and that was Dorothea Meyer. Her maiden name, like I said before, was Clausen.

We ended up heading back towards the car, talking about how we needed to get chalk and come back early the next morning. Before we walked all the way to the car we went into the church. The inside was very lovely. It was a small church, or at least it didn't have very many seats. Most of it was white and every now and then a touch of gold was there. Course, I might've imagined that. The main thing I noticed was the chandelier, which was a sparkling sensation from the sunlight coming through the door. Another thing I noticed was that the windows were not stained glass. They were a very old, clear glass. In my opinion old clear glass is just as pretty as stained glass. It's just the way it runs and distorts things. Very pretty to look at.

After this very successful mission we went back to the hotel where I wrote on my blog while Ahmee and Poppy went out shopping. Something I must mention is that the town we were staying in (Verdin) was having a blue's and jazz festival. The hotel we were in was having a huge party where they had set up so that a band would play while everyone ate. I couldn't wait to finish up my blog so I could post it downstairs and eat while listening to the jazz music in the background. When Ahmee and Poppy got back from their walk, with chalk I might add, we went downstairs to grab a bite to eat. As we ate we each took turns on the internet. I told Ahmee and Poppy to go ahead and check their emails and things and go ahead and email people. They checked them, but at the time I wasn't certain whether or not they'd replied to people. During the time that Poppy was on our waiter came by and asked what all we'd like to eat. I ordered duck, which surprisingly wasn't the most expensive thing on the menu. We learned that the waiter was working both the bar in the party room and the tables in ours. I thought it sounded like an insane job to have.

When it was my turn to get on the computer I immediately went to my blog page. I was a little miffed that the title up at the top was in German (the thing I click on that says Add New Blog or something like that). I tried the button that I thought would take me directly to where I could copy and paste and I found that I'd run into a problem I'd had before: I couldn't do anything because Ahmee and Poppy's email was in the email address. I'd forgotten how to get rid of this though, and the German words that were staring at me on that page didn't help me out at all. So, I did something else, something I knew EXACTLY how to do. I went and checked my emails. I found that two of my teachers had emailed me, so I downloaded what Mr. Owens had sent me and I copied and pasted what Mr. Johnson had sent me. After that I looked to see who had written me. Iain and Sara had written. I looked at their emails, desperately wanting to write to them but knowing the food would be there any minute. After I read both of their emails I went to try blogging again. This time I got it to work (remembered to keep hitting enter until I was able to get the box to appear where I could type in MY email address). I copied and pasted blogs until Ahmee and Poppy's food arrived. Then I shut the computer down. The waiter told us that the duck would be a while longer: tis tender meat. I told Ahmee and Poppy to go ahead and start without me so that while I'm finishing up eating they can get anything else they want to get done on the computer done.

At first they said no and ate very slowly, then they started talking about how they wanted to reply to Juana (Ahmee's friend) and how they wanted to register to vote (outside of the U.S. it's been difficult in the past for U.S. citizens to vote while on the road).

Ahmee asked me how much more I needed to copy and paste. I told her that I honestly had no idea. Then I started talking about the things that I wanted to do on the computer. I started by saying that I wanted to finish copying and pasting, and how I wanted to email people. Ahmee asked me who I wanted to email and I told her that I wanted to send Momma an email and Daddy an email, and that I should send an email to Sara and to Iain since they'd responded to me.

Her response was: "Well since Rachel *has* to reply to all these people then...." Course I jumped in and said that it wasn't a have to thing, it was a want to. Poppy started saying how I was going to do the blogging first and then the emailing and I immediately jumped in there too saying, "Yeah, of course. I did say first that I was going to copy and paste right? It won't take too long."

I ended up waiting a long time for the duck and by the time it came Poppy had already cleared his main plate. The duck meat was incredible at first, but then after a while it got to be too rich, it felt too greasy for me. After eating very healthy food for a month it can be nauseating to eat something that tastes greasy. I had to slow down to finish it. I surprised myself by clearing my main plate and then eating the salad. I was hungrier than I thought I was.

Once I got done eating I got to get on the computer. I finished posting my blogs and then wrote very short emails to Iain, Sara, and Momma. I decided I would have to wait and send Daddy an email later because I wanted more time for his email. I didn't want to have to rush through that. Course, I didn't want to rush through any of the emails.

What was pushing me to hurry was I knew that Ahmee and Poppy were wanting to head up to the room and they didn't want to have to wait around for me. If I had emailed people like I wanted to there's a possibility that Poppy would add more to his speech of me needing to get other things done before my emails, that other things were more important. In this case he probably would've used sleep as more important - which it is.

I don't like not being able to send Iain, Sara, and Momma longer emails whenever I haven't been able to contact them for days. I like giving them more insight than: "In _____ now! Such and such reminded me of you! Missin ya tons!" Not that that's what I sent them, but those really short emails are typical of Ahmee and Poppy. I think that one of the longer ones I've seen Poppy write was about a paragraph. Ahmee doesn't like to type it much, it's difficult for her to type fast. She still doesn't want me to give her typing lessons, so when she's emailing she's doing a two finger search throughout the keyboard. I really wish she'd let me teach her. If she knows French and could learn Spanish in her upper 50's then she can learn how to type. Especially since she's played the piano and the flute. I have no doubts that Ahmee and Poppy could learn how to type, they're both smart enough for it and they'd get plenty of needed practice when they type to their friends. Ahmee is astounded whenever Juana sends her over 4 paragraphs in an email.

I like typing those types of emails, especially to Momma, Iain, and Sara. It really doesn't take long for me to type them! What takes a bit is me trying to figure out what I should tell them, because I know that all three of them talk to each other, I know that it might be more fun if they exchanged news. I'm my mother’s daughter.

My Momma, when she writes, she writes a lot. We used to both be on a role playing website together and my mom would always write posts that were almost too long and that always contained huge amounts of details. My writing isn't as good as my mothers. My writing is pretty vague and plain compared to hers. Actually, all of the people I send "long" emails to are really good at writing. Only one of them cares for punctuation though and that's Sara. Iain, Momma, and Sara are the three people that I always send long emails to. I miss them all so much!

While I've been on this trip I've had my Aunty Jen tell me that I'm a good writer and that these blogs are like reading a book. I'll write here what I wrote to her in my responding email: these blogs aren't anywhere near my best. Like all of my past journals, they have major spelling and punctuation errors. Like most of my past journals, there are probably times where I don't make much sense. Last but not least: I'm not including near as much detail as I would like to. My blog for Giverny is probably the best one I've done so far.

Jen Jen Jenny's compliment did have two effects: 1) I had a stupid grin attached to my face for at least half an hour, 2) made me want to keep my blog more up to date (I'll do my best to post these as soon as I can-no promises here).

In the past I was told by Sara that I had the potential to be a great writer, maybe if I work on it and "cultivate" it while I'm here I can take a few steps towards getting better.

All of the thoughts above were what I was thinking when we walked back up to the room. On the way there I grabbed a fashion magazine. While Poppy was in the shower I was in with Ahmee, looking at the German magazine.

(It's now getting late when I'm writing this so I'm going to do a bit of summarizing)

I took a shower, I made Ahmee and Poppy laugh by wearing the robe and slippers that were on my bed, I brushed my teeth, and I went to bed.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

09/24/08 The True Search Begins for The Tobe Ancestry

Para la dia, mi abuelos y yo miro en muchas cuidads para la familia de Tobe. Tengo una email tiene muchas informationes en la familia de Tobe. En la email hable personas de la Tobe familia vive en los ciudads: Dingel o Bokkel. Los ciudads es moy pequeno. Muchas mapas no tiene Dingel o Bokkel. Es necessario para nosotros tener una mapa especial.



I know it might sound daunting, but I have tons to write about for today as well because today I found out tons of information on the Tobe family. After breakfast we went upstairs and I pulled up the email I'd saved to a word-type document. As I copied the information down on a piece of paper for reference that day I informed Ahmee why I'd saved it on the word-type document: so that I could pull it up at any time. She exclaimed that that was a very smart idea! Since I was distracted all I said back was, "Yep!" It made her laugh. While I continued to copy the email that my dad had sent me regarding information on the Tobe family I barely overheard a slight grumpy overtone. Ahmee and Poppy first started talking about how they wanted to visit the museum and check out the towns that were mentioned in my email. Then they started talking about the next day and how they were going to head to where the Clausens had come from. Ahmee said that Poppy had not taken enough notes at all and Poppy sharply replied. This tone is what I emerged out of my copying into to report all that had been in that email (my dad had sent me an email he'd received from someone else).

The email (leaving out who sent it) was this:

I hope this information is helpful to your daughter.

The Tobe/Thobe families were located in North West Germany. The biggest town in the area is Cloppenburg. Cloppenburg is about 110 KM (50 miles) from the North Sea and about 50 KM from the Netherlands. The Tobe church records are at Cappeln. Cappeln is about 10 KM from Cloppenburg

Dingel (Thobe's) and Bokel (Tobe's) are two very small towns where the Tobe's/Thobe's lived and are about 3 KM from Cappeln.

The church is Cappeln has a wonderful thatched roof. Cloppenburg has a very nice museum that has all of the old houses, barns and etc. Actually have one of the buildings that was a home and barn combined - it was common to have the home and animals living in the same building.

The Tobe home no longer exists. The Thobe home was owned by a Mr. Beckermann and we visited him one afternoon and that was in 1990.

If you daughter does think she may go to that area, Gerry could possibly try to get some names and addresses. Rita Hoying from Minster is probably in contact with some of these people in Germany.

I am sure your daughter will enjoy her trip to Germany.

Take care. Contact us if we have be of any more assistance.


OK THIS IS NOW RACHEL'S BLOG AGAIN, NOT THE EMAIL.

Have to do that. I hate it when you can't tell in books which character is talking.

We went down to the car and Ahmee asked where I wanted to go first: to the museum that displayed what life was life back then, or to Cappeln. I said that since we didn't know how long the museum was going to be open we should go there first and then check out Cappeln. What I didn't mention was that I wanted to see what old farmhouses looked like, so that I could picture it if/when we found the area where the Tobe's lived.

To this day (this is just the next day) I'm glad we went to the museum first. There were tons of various buildings that contained plenty of information (in German and in English) on how people would've lived back then. There were a few houses where you could tell the owners had money. These were the ones that decorated. While pretty rooms make me happy, the cost it took for those rooms didn't make me happy. There were wee cottages where the farmers lived, often these were connected to the barn. There were three different types of windmills. There was a small church. There were blacksmith shops, pottery shops, and woodcarver shops. There were large, ornate barns that contained room for many many animals, for miniature mills, for tractors, for carts, and for many other things. These barns where built to last, and they often were connected to the families living quarters. There were also large buildings that were made for the farmhands. These people didn't have their own section of the barn for eating and washing and sleeping. Their beds were, like in the main house, cupboard beds (hidden behind a sliding door in the wall), and their fireplace was in the middle of the barn (there was no chimney and no open hole so it must've gotten incredibly smokey in there).

While we were there several large school groups going around. The children went in their own separate groups around the open-air museum. It was fun watching them run from place to place, and even more fun watching them play on the really fun playground that had been set up in the middle of the museum (outside the restaurant). I decided when I saw that playground that I wanted to design one. I have too much fun looking at them anyway.

Towards the end of the visit to the museum there were a few things that happened that weren't so great. First, Ahmee and Poppy both had to make a dash for the bathroom (Ahmee didn't realize it until Poppy had gone and then she became desperate and practically ran to the bathroom), I started to freeze, and I started getting hungry (it was 2 in the afternoon when we started making our way towards the exit).

We ate outside the museum at a little cafe that was just between the museum entrance and the parking lot. Shortly afterwards we got in the car and headed towards Cappeln to look for a catholic church with a thatched roof. I wasn't sure we'd find this though because let's be honest, how many catholic churches have thatched roofs? They like their churches to be grand displays. When we got there and looked at the map on the information bulletin and saw that there were only two churches in Cappeln, I had a good idea that we wouldn't find the thatched roof church. The huge church we saw coming in to the town was definitely catholic, but definitely didn't have a thatched roof and the church that we walked to didn't have a thatched roof and wasn't catholic. When we discovered this I discovered that Poppy was getting grumpy. The tone of his voice told me that he wasn't very happy. He didn't like the idea of us walking back to the main church, and he seemed annoyed when we discovered that we'd walked so far to find a church that wasn't catholic whenever there was one right there. We told him we were looking for a thatch roof, because my information had told us to look for one. At any rate we walked back to the information bulletin and looked one more time to make sure that there were only two churches in Cappeln. Once we were certain of this we walked over to the huge Catholic church that we'd seen when coming in to Cappeln. We went to this church hoping to find someone who would direct us to their archives. We found no one. I caught a glimpse of a whole lot of flowers next to the church and was about to investigate when Ahmee and Poppy called me over to them.

Together we walked across the street to the pastor’s house. This house was very old and had quite a rose garden. We knocked on the door, but no one answered. While I waited for someone to answer the door, I walked through the rose garden, stopping to sniff one every now and then and to take a few pictures. Then a door opened which surprised me and made me jump. Out of the house came a woman with short, blonde hair and a look to her that said she could bite us in two. We asked her if the pastor was home. She didn't understand much English, and we don't understand German, so we said our goodbyes fairly soon after she came out and went back across the street to the church. There, I decided I wanted to look at the flowers. I discovered that there were mini-gardens over the gravesites in this graveyard. It was magnificent. What astounded me was that each family took care of their own little patch of land there in the graveyard. All of the stones had some sort of garden with it. It was a lovely sight to see. When Poppy huffed at me taking a picture of the garden graveyard I became absolutely certain that he was disgruntled. What puzzled me was why and with whom.

We walked back to the car and headed to see if we could find anything else in the two smaller towns that were mentioned in the email. The first one we checked out was Bokel. It turned out to have maybe a total of 5 homes there, and no one was out but a few boys who were enjoying themselves on their trampoline. We then tried to make our way back to Dingel with what I could remember from the map on the information bulletin. We ended up getting directions later from someone in a gas station.

The man in the gas station told us that Dingel was most likely not even labeled. We decided we'd look for a cluster of houses and stop and ask. When we arrived at the area we thought was Dingel we pulled into a nursery and stopped. Poppy and I got out of the car and asked the woman who was helping two other ladies if this was Dingel, if a Mr. Beckerman lived there, and if the Tobe's had once lived here. Course there were a few other things that were included in that that I think just confused her. She told us to wait and she'd get her son. As we waited I looked around at all the gorgeous roses and fruitful trees that were planted around the house and were being sold. When her son came, or the guy I supposed was her son since he came striding around from the back side of the building, Ahmee got out of the car and asked Poppy and I, "So are we in Dingel?" One of the women, finally understanding, said, "Oh yes you're in Dingel!"

My two goals when I had gotten out of the car were to find out if we were in Dingel and to find out where Mr. Beckerman lived. When the man walked up I said hello and made sure we were in Dingel again, then I asked where Mr. Beckerman lived. Ahmee told me I needed to tell him what I was up to, so I explained that my grandfather (don't know if there are any greats and if so how many) lived in the area, that I was looking for information on the Tobe family and I'd been told by people who had visited in 1990 that a Mr. Beckerman would have information on them. He said, "Well the Mr. Beckerman they visited in 1990 is dead now. I'm his son. Did you say the Tobe family?" At this I brought out my little sheet of notebook paper and showed him the two names: Thobe, and Tobe. At this he said that the Tobe's lived there, on that farm. I was so excited at this news and quite astounded! I didn't even think we were in the right town, let alone the right house! I didn't get a chance to talk to Mr. Beckerman more though, he said he had to get back to work, but he invited us to his house later that night at 8 o clock.

We went back to the hotel to blog for a bit (while I did this Ahmee and Poppy when out and got Bourbon) and then went down to eat. All of us were astounded that yet again we'd gone right to the area of our ancestors. I was incredibly happy that the land that my family had once tilled was now being used as an orchard and a nursery for such wonderful plants. When Ahmee asked me if I felt at home I replied, "I always feel at home in a nursery Ahmee!"

At dinner we hurried through our food. Ahmee and Poppy both finished their wine and then we rushed upstairs to grab a few last minute things.

When we arrived at the house we got out of the car just before Mr. Beckerman walked out. It was quickly getting dark and he said he wanted to show us a few things outside and then we could head inside. Before the tour began Ahmee said, "Well we got something for you!" and handed out the Bourbon. In the dark I'm not sure he could make out the print very well on the bottle, but I know he knew it was an alcoholic drink because he clasped his hands and was very happy that we brought him a present.

After that the history tour began! Even though we didn't start with the Tobe family history, I will. The Tobe's lived there and owned the farmland (called the Thoben farm) that's now the nursery and the orchard, and the land that was across the road (which is now a corn field), their house stood behind where the house today stands and it had a barn attached to it where they had a few pigs and other animals. The Tobe's began to run into some major financial problems though and ended up having to sell their house and most of their land to the landlord. The Tobe's then moved over to where the cornfield now stands and started anew. They had to work with the land because before it hadn't grown any crops, and now they only had a small house and the field. After living there for two years they decided they'd all move to America. Mr. Beckerman said that the reason why they did this was in that area you passed your land down to your son, and it's normally the LAST thing to sell whenever you're in financial trouble. Selling the farm left a blackmark on the Tobe name there, and they also had a hard time with what little land they had. The farmland was still called the Thoben Farmland, even when it was owned by the landlord. The back neighbor later bought the land, and then the Beckermans got the land as a wedding present from a brother to a sister (who'd gotten married).

Mr. Beckerman showed us the cornfield where the Tobe's had to move and start anew, he showed us where their old house used to be (there were many stones that indicated this), and he showed us the original gate for the Thoben farm.

We then went inside and got to meet Mr. Beckermans wife Ana (squigly over the n), and their two daughters Anna and Christina (Anna was 10 and Christina was 12). The girls got to stay up late and watch and listen as their parents, who had learned English in school, talked to the Americans. The girls were learning English in school and when Ahmee would ask them simple questions they'd answer (Christina spoke up the most). We all sat down around the table, me at the head, Mr. Beckerman and Ana on my left, Ahmee and Poppy on my right, and the girls at the other end. The table had candies and sandwiches all sitting out, and after a few minutes they brought in some really killer beer for Ahmee and Poppy. I say it's killer not because I had any, but because Ahmee ended up drinking more than one (she normally doesn't drink much beer). While we sat Mr. Beckerman showed me papers that showed the land the Tobe's had owned, when it had passed, the name of the Tobe who sold it (Joseph Tobe) and the name of the landlord they sold it to, the names of the Tobe family members who all left to go to America and when they were born, and a map of the farmland and where the houses used to be. We also talked to them about school, about bourbon, about marigolds and how they help roses (marigolds kill parasites in the soil that stunt roses growth), about their family history, about what they do, and about languages. We only got to stay about an hour, but we had such a wonderful time while we were there! Ahmee was getting slightly tipsy and was beginning to talk endlessly (she does that when she's drunk), and Poppy's face was slightly red when we left. Not that that means much, just shows that they enjoyed the conversation and the beer.

Once we got back to the hotel I immediately jumped on the computer. I had and still have an assignment that I have to get done. I got incredibly tired though, so I grabbed my pj's, washed my feet in super hot water (this warms them up-otherwise they're frozen and I can't sleep at all), and then climbed into bed (with one foot just fine, and the other throbbing slightly as if I'd just woken it up from being numb.

09/23/08 From Amsterdam in the Netherlands to Cloppenburg, Germany

La familia de mi padre es en Germany. La Tobe familia es en Cloppenburg, Bokkel, Dingel, o Capelen. La familia de mi abuelo es en Germany tambien. Nosotros miramos para dos familias en la forest de negro en Germany.

This day I knew my nose and throat were about to pull another London on me. My head hurt like crazy when I woke up, I felt the snot running down my throat, and my nose ran continuously despite the medication I took. After blowing my nose several million times before we left the snot finally stopped dripping. Let me tell you, I hate colds. They always seem to find me. Maybe I should just paint my nose red and then they'd leave me alone thinking I was already taken by some sort of virus. Na that wouldn't work, they'd just think that I was already hurt, why not take advantage of the situation. Nasty, conniving little twerps. That'd be the cold.

To help fight off the cold I got mostly fluids for breakfast, making sure at the same time that I had something hot and got plenty of vitamins and ooooh what's the fancy health word.... Ah well. I gave my body nutrition to fight off the nasties. That's my summed up version of what I did.

After we checked out we jumped into the car where Ahmee and Poppy had a fun time navigating their way back onto the highway. Let me tell you, those highways are like gigantic spaghetti-junctions. An absolute nightmare if you don't know what town you're headed towards and if your eyes aren't quite fast enough. Luckily our combined eyes and knowledge of which direction we needed enabled us to pick the right forks. We didn't have to turn around once. Well, other than the roundabouts, but those don't count!

After we got on the highway and were headed in the right direction I pulled out the computer and started typing my blogs. Basically, I was a bad girl in France. For a bit there I didn't write. I caught up quite a bit at Giverny and had only a few more days to write, but I still needed to make sure they got written. I saved Giverny for last because I knew I was going to want to spend a ton of time writing it. That one blog was going to HAVE to take up several pages, otherwise it would not be even close to being good enough.

The entire time we were on the road I was writing. Unlike the past few days I was able to type without feeling completely nauseated. I caught up with all of my blogs except for today and for Giverny. I decided I would save that one for later to add tons and tons of details. Just like I wanted to.

It wasn't long before we passed from the Netherlands to Germany. When I looked out the window I saw one thing that was similar between the two countries and that was that many of the farmers had apple orchards. Another common crop was corn. Quite often Ahmee and Poppy would say, "What type of plant do you think that was? It had awfully curly leaves... Perhaps it was____?" I never knew exactly what the crop in question was. I've never seen it grown in large fields and we don't like vegetable gardens so I wouldn't recognize it even from up close.



Something that was different was the architecture. The German homes that I saw at first had very wide houses whose roofs reached far down so that the house seemed to mostly consist of tiling. Many of these houses were farm houses.

After entered Germany it didn't take long to reach Cloppenburg where we decided we'd stay the night. My dad had sent me information in an email a short time after we'd started this trip. The information he sent me gave me information about the Tobe family and where in Germany we were from. I went from knowing we were "somewhere in the Black Forest" to knowing that the Tobe's were located in one of two little towns close to Cloppenburg. However, I did not know this immediately. I had read the email, but I had forgotten the information. I had copied and pasted the information to a word document that I had saved as GERMAN INFO so that even if we didn't have internet access I could still access that particular email.




When we pulled into the Cloppenburg information center I knew we were going to be looking for a hotel, what I didn't know was that Ahmee was going to ask where we could find information on the Tobe family. The people at the tourist information center spoke English to us and then would break out in German between themselves for ages trying to figure out what would work best for us. In the end we got the locations of three different internet cafe's, a website that would bring up your family history, the name of a local museum that showed the way that German people lived, the area the post office was in, and several hotel suggestions (none of which we took because they were too expensive). We got all of this in about 20 minutes time. The only reason it took so long in there was the two people were searching for a proper church where I might be able to look up information on the Tobe's. They did give me a name, but we ended up not needing it.

After we left the information center we went to the town post office. We got postage stamps and sent postcards to family members and friends. Ahmee and I both sent something to Iain's Momma Pat. Shortly after we walked out of the post office we found the hotel we were going to stay in, the name of the hotel was Hotel Schlomer. We parked around the back of the building and then headed upstairs to drop off our things. After that we hurried out into the streets of Cloppenburg. Most of the streets we were on were walkers only (except for special cases). While we enjoyed looking in the shop windows and looking at all the buildings and people, we weren't out for just a joy-walk. We had a mission and that was to find and use one of the three internet cafe's that was in the area. The first one we stopped in was filled with smoke. We asked if they had wifi (I suspected that none of the cafes would), when the answer was no we walked out and kept moving, glad to get out of the haze of smoke.

The next cafe we stopped in didn't have wifi either and we had issues with the guy in charge because he didn't understand us and we didn't understand him (when this happens it's good to us simple words, talk slowly, and use hand gestures and/or drawings). When we asked if they had wifi he said no. This time we didn't walk out though because I asked Ahmee and Poppy if they just wanted to check their emails really quick, since Poppy had said he'd needed to talk to his brother Tommy. We paid to use their computer for 30 minutes. I don't remember exactly how much it was, but I do remember that it was dirt cheap compared to other prices (and this one had more on the computer!).

Ahmee said she was going to go outside and look around while Poppy and I typed. Ahmee has never been very into the computer, or typing for that matter. She told me that when she was in college Poppy typed her papers out for her. She hand-wrote her papers and then let Poppy do the typing.

I let Poppy check his email and reply to his brother first. While he was on he noticed that the keyboard was slightly different than the ones we're used to. The y and the z keys were switched. When I got on and started replying to people I discovered that this one switch was a pain in the ass. I'm used to being able to type without looking at the keyboard, in fact it's become pretty much muscle memory for me. When I went to type to people I realized just how often I use the letters z and y, because I kept having to hit the backspace key and retype.

Unlike Poppy who wrote to only one person and made his email incredibly short, I wrote to four people and wrote between one to two paragraphs for each person. Normally my emails are much longer. If the news the person has sent to me is huge, which I have gotten huge news while over here (ex: Momma's going to be going back to school full time, Iain shut down his company and is going back to school, etc.), then it takes me a bit longer to write the email and can take 15 minutes to type. These took me about 5 minutes each.

I first checked on Momma. She'd sent me two emails and I opened the most recent one which simply contained a huge sparkly sign that said I LOVE YOU!!!!.


Poppy, who was standing right behind me said, "Is that from Iain!?" This made me laugh because inside I was thinking about a conversation I'd had with Iain and Sara, in it Iain had said that he doesn't believe in love (said there was no such thing). I didn't tell Poppy this, instead I informed him that that email was from Momma.

I wrote to Momma, to Emma, to Sara, and (last but not least) Iain. The entire time Poppy was standing behind me. At first I didn't have a problem with it, but as I got to Sara's and Iain's emails I began to wish he would leave me alone to type. I know that I looked back at him several times to check and see if he was still there, I don't remember if I ever suggested he go somewhere else though. Afterwards, I wished I had because I didn't get to type what I really wanted to type to Iain and Sara with him standing over my shoulder. I wasn't even sure he was reading the emails I got or the replies I sent, but his commenting on one of the messages I'd gotten made me nervous and slightly irritated. What I say to my friends and family is no one else's business. What I write in each email is meant for those people alone (they can do what they like-and I know the people I send private information to will share that information with only select people). I don't even write in this blog everything that occurs in those emails.

One example would be how I emailed my dad, I responded to my dad, and yet I've been waiting for weeks to hear back from him. Letting loose here: I'm more than slightly ticked. He gets all angry about me not calling him, that I don't respect him and don't give a shit for the importance of the father, and here he is taking FOREVER to respond to me. I've thought recently, "Well maybe he just doesn't have internet since he's living in a different area.... Well maybe he just doesn't realize that when I respond to him it's meant as a conversation and that it signals you respond back....." Normally a different voice in my head explodes and starts shouting things like, "I'M IN FUCKING EUROPE ON THE ROAD! I'M STILL ABLE TO FIND INTERNET EVERY WEEK! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR SHIT ABOUT NOT HAVING INTERNET! YOU CAN FIND IT! AS FOR THE IDEA OF HIM NOT KNOWING YOU'RE MEANT TO RESPOND TO AN EMAIL THAT'S SENT: BULLSHIT! I'VE SEEN HIM GET ON HIS COMPUTER, CHECK HIS EMAIL, AND EMAIL BACK OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS!"

Even though this blog contains a lot of information about what I think about Europe and a few things that I've thought while in Europe, it doesn't have many many other thoughts. Within one second a person can be thinking thousands of different things at once. I'm no different. There are also many other things that have happened to me recently, things that emerge in my thoughts because of the pain that was inflicted, and then there are also thoughts that are definitely not PG. The emails I send to people portray these thoughts that I refuse to share with anyone and everyone (sorry, but I no longer know who is reading this), and having someone standing over my shoulder while I'm typing them isn't something that I welcome.

I quickly got off the computer, kept my annoyance in check since this was only the first time this has happened with Poppy, and then we headed out of the internet cafe. We all walked back to the hotel where we found out what time dinner started. I had half an hour to kill up in the room typing. Since I had plenty to type I was more than glad. To sum things up for people: I had to type for Giverny which absolutely HAD to be long and detailed, I had to add a bit of Spanish in, I had to double-check specifics on blogs, and I had to finish a study guide for US Government (and read a couple chapters for AP US History). Since there was more to be done on the blog (and this blog is what two of my grades are based on so I was literally killing two birds with one stone while having one thing open on this computer) I wrote about Giverny. I didn't even make it halfway through the day before we heading downstairs to eat dinner.

The restaurant was connected to the hotel and was run by the same people. The woman who had checked us in was the same woman who took our order. She had black hair, chubby cheeks, and a nice smile. The main things about the dinner I have to say are: the food was delicious, the wine Ahmee and Poppy had was killer (the goblets they got to drink it in were amazingly huge and helped aerate the wine), and Ahmee and Poppy had more than one helping to the wine.

Afterwards I stayed up typing about Giverny. I finished that blog and then realized it was 11 o ‘clock. Before I dashed to bed I jumped in the shower to heat myself up. Then I went to bed where I slept as fitfully as before. The past couple nights I've been waking up multiple times and getting incredibly cold.

09/22/09 Amsterdam

Muchas personas en la ciudad de Amsterdam se gustan las bicicletas. Bicicletas son moy popular. En la ciudad bicicletas es rapido y normalmente fea. No quieren otros personas tomar las bicicletas. Muchas personas no quieren bicicletas feas.

Heading into Amsterdam from our hotel proved to be quite interesting. We had to brave the streets to get to the Texaco station so we could get tram/bus tickets, then we had to brave the streets again to get to the tram, then we had to get off the tram to catch a train (finding the right train was interesting) at the central station that would take us to Amsterdam central station, and then we had to make sure we got off that train at the right time. When I say we had to brave the streets I don't mean that this was our first time walking and crossing them. Obviously we've done that before. What was difficult and different was the bikes. There were just as many bikes as there were cars and on both sides of the road there was a lane dedicated just to the bikes.

On the train I read Ahmee's EUROPE THROUGH THE BACK DOOR book by Rick Steves. Rick Steves said that there were just as many bikes as there were people in Amsterdam. He also wrote several things that made me wary immediately. He wrote that Amsterdam was one of the places in Europe that had stores the legally sold marijuana, and that it wasn't uncommon to see someone smoking a joint on the streets. He also said that you really shouldn't approach the city as a historian; you should look more on the variety of people and the combination of cultures that occurred in Amsterdam. The thing that made me wary was that one: we were going to Amsterdam for one specific reason and that was to see Anne Frank’s house (very historic), and two: I'm with my grandparents-they don't put up with drugs. Shoot, in France they didn't even try having wine for lunch like the French people do. There was no way I was going to be going to the red light district, and I wasn't certain that Ahmee and Poppy would enjoy much of Amsterdam either what with the way Rick Steves was talking (prostitution is legal-have to have a license, marijuana is legal for people of a certain age and is sold in specific areas, and Rick Steves said that if you don't really like rap (M&M) then you might not like Amsterdam). Rick Steves can sum it up for me: "Amsterdam, a bold experiment in freedom, may box your Puritan ears."

The fact that Ahmee and Poppy were both very short with the woman at the information desk didn't help get rid of my fear either. To me it looked like we hadn't even really started the day yet and things were looking downhill.

Once in Amsterdam we hopped on a tram and watched out the window as it wound it's way quickly through the streets. A wide variety of shops met my eyes and I adored the window shopping experience.

Once we got off the tram we headed to Anne Frank’s House, or The Secret Annex, to stand in line and wait to get our tickets. The line went around the corner and down half a block. No complaints here though, I've stood in line for books before, and the lines were often MUCH longer than the one we saw there. We were in that line for maybe 15 minutes and then we were in. Of course we each took turns walking over to the canal and people watching while we waited. Amsterdam has really thin, taller buildings than some of the buildings we saw in Paris. Amsterdam also has a network of canals that runs through it. Really is quite like Venice Italy! Even though I haven't been there yet I can say that with an assurance. The people of Venice use boats like we use cars. So do the people of Amsterdam. Amsterdam is a city that runs on water and two wheels typically and so there aren't often too many traffic problems. Never in my life have I seen so many bikes in the city. When I stood at the canal I got to see bikes parked on the bridge, bikes parked along the sides of the railing, and bikes in motion while people (everyday working people-many business men and women) road wherever they needed to go. I also got to see in the canal an actor doing an advertisement (at least I think that's what they were filming). It looked like a pain to film it. Every time he'd screw up on something they'd have to back the boats up and start over again. Also had issues directing the boats and making sure they weren't taking up all of the canal. Didn't look like too much fun.

Once we got inside we read the English pamphlet on the bench and then walked slowly through the house. Something I didn't realize was that Anne had glued pictures to her wall. I know I read it in the book, but I didn't remember that.

Something else that was included in the tour were clips of those who had survived talking. It had one with Miep, who told about the one time that she had walked in on Anne writing and how different Anne had seemed while she was writing. Another interview they had was one of Anne's father: Otto Frank, who was the only one out of the eight in hiding who lived. Otto said that it had taken him a long time to read Anne’s diary and that when he was done he was shocked. He had never realized that his daughter had such deep thoughts. He and Anne had always been on good terms, and the Anne that was in that diary seemed almost foreign to him. He said at the end of the clip that he felt that many parents never REALLY knew their children. Another clip showed a friend of Anne's who had been sent to a nicer camp that was right next to Anne's and how while they were in the camps she had tried to send over food and supplies to Anne twice. The first time another woman caught the bag, and the second time Anne caught it, but she never came back. Anne died of typhoid a short period after Margot died.

Another section of the museum was dedicated to racism and government issues. There was one room that showed clips and then took a poll asking people what they thought. One such poll, the last one that I saw before I got pulled out, asked whether policemen should be allowed to wear a turban (a symbol of their faith). I was astonished at first at how 80% of the people said no. Later I realized that even though it is a person’s individual right to wear whatever religious symbol they wished, police officers are members of the government who help enforce the government. Separation of church and state must be followed. It took me a while to reach this conclusion however and all throughout lunch I was silently pondering why so many people voted that no police officers shouldn't be allowed to display their faith. Ahmee later on asked me if I was done being mad at them. I was a little taken aback and I asked why I would be mad. She said because they'd taken me out of that room. I told her the truth: that I was simply thinking about the polls that disturbed me.

After visiting Anne’s house we went to two other museums: The Van Gogh Museum, where we got to see the largest collection of his works (and how his artistic talent matured and then fell), and the Rembrandt Museum, where we got to see some of the old masters. In the past I always grabbed an audioguide. This time I simply wanted to look and admire the works of art.


We keep revisiting Van Gogh exhibits, but this one I liked particularly because we got to see what Van Gogh admired in art, the phases he went through, and we got to read about his life story. I was surprised to learn that Van Gogh, like Monet, collected Japanese Prints. Both of these artists admired nature and a simple lifestyle, but they were two different people and so have two completely different styles even though they had similar tastes. In the beginning Van Gogh liked using dark colors. It was his brother Theo that got him to start painting brighter colors (that is after Van Gogh moved to Montmartre, Paris and saw how outdated his paintings were). While he was in Montmartre Van Gogh met many other artists and made friends with him.

I could go on for a while but I want to leave another little side note about Van Gogh: he didn't start painting until he was 30 and he died when he was 57, meaning he painted all of those hundreds of paintings within 27 years. It might not sound like much, but whenever you've seen paintings that have taken the artist 5 years to complete, you start to appreciate the incredible amount of work.

In the Rembrandt Museum I saw the old masters at work. It's no wonder that these men were the inspiration for so many artists. Their work was incredible. Almost like a photograph. I was amazed at how the artist got the lace perfectly-you could even see the crossed threads in it (if I had moved the painting I was certain these threads would change color). They reflected light perfectly. The paintings that I truly think are incredible are the ones where the artist is able to display the light, because often the light displays the mood, and if there is no flocculation of the light then it's unrealistic. If you were to paint a picture of a room, you would need to make everything closer to the lamp brighter right? Light is also reflected by many objects, not just the shiny things like cups and mirrors. One old master showed how the light reflected off a broken piece of bread, making parts of inside of the bread darker and others lighter.

The little bit that I got to see of Rembrandt was nice. His portraits of people were on the whole very detailed. What struck Ahmee and me was how he thickly used paint. Most of the old masters used as thin of an amount as possible so that the brush strokes would not show up. Rembrandt used the brushstrokes to his advantage.

We didn't get to look at the Rembrandt museum very long because we got there an hour before it closed. Afterwards we went looking for a place to eat. The first place we tried sat in front of a really fun looking playground. The food wasn't open, but we went around back to check out the playground anyway. Being the kid I am I danced around the xylophone and climbed up the logs to get to the slide (they had logs that the kids had to climb up instead of steps-this kept only some kids from the slide-had to be daring to make the climb, while I was there one kid fell and bumped his head). After climbing the logs to the slide we moved farther up the street to find a place to get food. Funnily enough we ate Italian food in an Argentinean Steakhouse. Emma will be happy to know that her spinach tortellini is better than any I've had so far.

On the way home we didn't have as many difficulties finding which train and tram we needed to take. Getting the bus to the hotel was the only thing that took a while.

Once we were back at the hotel I emailed people (after Ahmee and Poppy), wrote postcards, and blogged some more. I slept much better that night than the night before. Definitely needed it. I think I'm getting sick again.